Falling Down

Zheng Xiang fell down from the chair today. Sob, sob... He was facing downwards, there was bleeding on his lower lip. He cried of couse, I was helpless at that point of time, suddenly feel that I am a lousy mother.

If it is without help from the people around me, my son will not be so "grown-up" in his height / health, etc.

In the movie I watched last night, the mother told her daughter: "I came to a time when I felt every girl should get married and have baby, but I now realize I am not ready to be your mother". How sad is that when the girl heard that.

I am not ready, too, but I am learning, and I will still learn till I am old, on how to be a good mother.